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I was asked the following question on the 'Feeling Guilty?' thread:

Mkkb wrote:Hi Blue,
I don't mean to hijack this thread, but I would love to hear about what you went through to get yourself to this point.

I think people would, indeed, be interested in how I became a producer, and I think others should share their stories too on this subject.

Well, when I found G-Man's predecessor site 'Fatal Females' and became aware of this community, being a writer, my first contribution (after lurking for a long time) was a story which was published on his then new Femmegore site. I needed a pen name. When I started writing in my youth, I had toyed with the pen name 'Bluestone'. My first story was entitled, "Drop Dead, Gorgeous!". So, I used the initials of that first story, and became DDG Bluestone. Thus, I became a participating part of this fine community... sharing my thoughts with other like-minded people. I posted more stories to FG after that initial one, but, that didn't seem to satisfy my need to contribute... give back to the community that helped me to realize that I was not a freak, just a person with an unusual fantasy interest. I wanted to put up a site that was similar to FG... imitation being the sincerest form of flattery. I got a free Angelfire website and invited G-Man to review my initial postings. He told it like it was. It was a very derivative site. He challenged me to make my own contribution to our community. So, I kept that in mind. In time, there was a discussion on the FG board about the Silk Stalkings TV show, and how many sexy death scenes were featured in that series. So, I researched the series, and found a website that gave episode summaries as well as a website where I could purchase copies of these shows (which site is now sadly defunct). This was well prior to their relatively recent release on DVD, when tapes of these episodes were very scarce. I had to scour the episodes for the death scenes, getting input from viewers of the series through the FG board. I made clips of several female death scenes, wrote reviews, and offered them for sale as "The Silk Stakings Review" just so that I could break even on the project. I made enough from sales of Volume 1 to purchase more episodes, and eventually produced 5 volumes on CD.

Now, kiddies, I don't want to bore you... So, is anybody interested in hearing the rest of the story, or have I shared enough? :)

Blue

Keep going, Blue. I'm really curious as to how you recruited Suzi and Jessica and got your earlier videos made.

Max

You have the right to remain silent.
If you give up that right, anything you say may be held against you in a court of your peers.
Or it may be used to help you get a polished gold chair to sit in while you edit your movies.

Yes, please continue.

Please continue !!!!! I would like to get into producing as well... so would like to hear everything.

Fantastic stuff blue....

Blue,

Thanks for sharing all of that. I wish I'd known what you were shooting for back when you started making your own videos.

I've been really impressed with the models you've used, the stories you've developed and the way you have avoided drifting into the porn venue.

Really cool stuff.

Max

Great idea to share this with us Blue... and a great insight into what you had to go through and what your vision has always been. I can understand all the work involved in creating these videos. I am hoping to create some myself, but to start, may not get too involved in plot lines. Also, I cannot justify the expense of a camera like yours right now. I intend to create just for myself and a few friends I have in this community, and of course, if you are interested, I could send you something as well. I am hoping it will not be too far into the future. Thanks again for sharing.