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julieharvey wrote:I post because I am so relieved to find all these nice people who share my fantasy. I want to be a part of this community. I want to belong because for so long I felt alone with my imagination.
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Julie
Welcome to the group! It's definitely nice to find others like yourself, and best of all, you can communicate with them and post your ideas. Keep on posting!
I first discovered my "abnormality" at a young age, circa 10 years old. To this day I do not understand it on any higher level than anyone here has stated and that's just fine with me. I don't especially like a lot of medical and social jargon to clutter up something simple. I fantasize about women suffering and dying. unquote. I accept and embrace that now. But at ten years old through my teenage years it was very frightening. It was NOT something I could talk about to anyone until much later in my life. And that was akin to wandering around a dark room and never being able to find the door to let me out. I felt many of the same emotions and had many of the same reactions of other people who share the same general fantasy. I felt shame, fear, anger. I didn't understand and didn't know how to express myself. I firmly thought there was something wrong with me. Eventually I found outlets in art and later writing that poured my creativity into. Problem still being I couldn't share this with anyone because for all intents and purposes I was still all alone on the planet. Then the internet came along (blessed invetion that) and I discovered... actually I think it was your original site G-Man O.o And I discovered that I am NOT alone. I am NOT a freak. I found an outlet. I found a community (I never would have thought that there would be any women in this community until I started looking on the messageboards) of people like me. Not all sharing the utter specifics of my fetish (I do not like decapitations, I find them creepy) but close enough for govenrment work eh? I can't imagine what it would be like to not have my fellow compatriots here and elsewhere. It's simply the feeling of not being alone anymore, each post I make, each story I share, every reply "yeah I know what you're saying!" is great
It's definitely nice to find others like yourself, and best of all, you can communicate with them and post your ideas. Keep on posting! 
