this is such an interesting place!
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this is such an interesting place!
As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. I really blur the lines of SSC and moreso prefer RACK, and that tends to get people... nervous. I know fellow crazy people are out there because of the attention my posts get, I just repeatedly get reported and banned which is incredibly annoying.
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
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Re: this is such an interesting place!
Welcome to FF, Caramelmango, hope you enjoy it here.caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. I really blur the lines of SSC and moreso prefer RACK, and that tends to get people... nervous. I know fellow crazy people are out there because of the attention my posts get, I just repeatedly get reported and banned which is incredibly annoying.
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
You should talk to Vex Mallus (aka Drac Morbis), he's got a very interesting website he runs which in some ways is the replacement for 'Tortured Souls'
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Re: this is such an interesting place!
thanks! :)xj900uk wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 4:14 pmWelcome to FF, Caramelmango, hope you enjoy it here.caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. I really blur the lines of SSC and moreso prefer RACK, and that tends to get people... nervous. I know fellow crazy people are out there because of the attention my posts get, I just repeatedly get reported and banned which is incredibly annoying.
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
You should talk to Vex Mallus (aka Drac Morbis), he's got a very interesting website he runs which in some ways is the replacement for 'Tortured Souls'
and whoa! might be a stupid question, but do you know how i might be able to reach out?
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Re: this is such an interesting place!
Welcome aboard caramelmango!
XJ is right, you are at the right place!

Yes, you could contact our buddy Vex Malleus
https://www.femmefatalities.com/phpBB3/ ... le&u=21854
XJ is right, you are at the right place!

Yes, you could contact our buddy Vex Malleus
https://www.femmefatalities.com/phpBB3/ ... le&u=21854
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Re: this is such an interesting place!
Welcome! Most of the members are very well behaved, and this site (which has been around for a good 20 years I think) has some very good moderators to ensure that everyone is treated with respect. By way of further introduction, it would certainly be fun to learn more about the stuff you enjoy, and any limits you may have, so that the rest of us can put our best foot forward with you.caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. ...
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
You might also enjoy another site called deadlydesires.net. That site was founded by a woman (Grace) and has an all-female set of moderators. They are very friendly. Unfortunately, I'm not sure how you go about joining the site, but I am sure that others here can provide that information.
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If you want to join Deadly Desires, Caramelmango, drop me a line and we can chat privately.
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I agree with Jason. Try us out on some of your wild enjoyments. I think you'll find that most of us are a bit out of the ordinary ourselves!Jason wrote: ↑Fri May 09, 2025 4:14 amWelcome! By way of further introduction, it would certainly be fun to learn more about the stuff you enjoy, and any limits you may have, so that the rest of us can put our best foot forward with you.caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
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Re: this is such an interesting place!
Wow!! Props! Tortured Soul was a cool forum. I enjoyed running it. I have a new forum just as extreme, where I promise you will be able to freely express your desires and fetishes. I sent you a PM in regards.caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. I really blur the lines of SSC and moreso prefer RACK, and that tends to get people... nervous. I know fellow crazy people are out there because of the attention my posts get, I just repeatedly get reported and banned which is incredibly annoying.
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)

Calling all potential Bloodlings for some extreme forum fun: [Blood of Souls] - PM me for an invite code!
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Re: this is such an interesting place!
Wemmick wrote: ↑Fri May 09, 2025 12:56 am Welcome aboard caramelmango!
XJ is right, you are at the right place!
Yes, you could contact our buddy Vex Malleus
https://www.femmefatalities.com/phpBB3/ ... le&u=21854


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this is incredible, i had no idea that something like the tortured soul still exists! a direct successor too.Vex Malleus wrote: ↑Mon May 12, 2025 11:59 pmWemmick wrote: ↑Fri May 09, 2025 12:56 am Welcome aboard caramelmango!
XJ is right, you are at the right place!
Yes, you could contact our buddy Vex Malleus
https://www.femmefatalities.com/phpBB3/ ... le&u=21854![]()
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sorry I couldn't respond to your PM - this website won't allow me to until I have a more mature account, but I'd absolutely love to join. thank you so much for reaching out :)
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Re: this is such an interesting place!
you guys are super nice, thanks for the warm welcome :)tommygun wrote: ↑Fri May 09, 2025 3:41 pmI agree with Jason. Try us out on some of your wild enjoyments. I think you'll find that most of us are a bit out of the ordinary ourselves!Jason wrote: ↑Fri May 09, 2025 4:14 amWelcome! By way of further introduction, it would certainly be fun to learn more about the stuff you enjoy, and any limits you may have, so that the rest of us can put our best foot forward with you.caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
in a nutshell, i find thinking about my death to be incredibly erotic. my biggest fantasy has surrounded making my suicide a live, sexual spectacle. i can go into tremendous detail about my background and interests, but i'll review the forum rules first.
secondarily, there's also a lot of aspects of dolcett i find very exciting, although my preference with that has always been thinking about amputating my legs and cooking them for evil wealthy guests myself - happy to have the rest of me eaten when i'm dead, but i wanna be around to experience it too.
my other kinks are numerous and, ranging from traditional bdsm, slightly more extreme forms of masochism, to things i'm frankly far too ashamed of to reveal anywhere but an anonymous forum, like raceplay and genuinely self-destructive desires.
my hard limits include misogyny irl or as a kink (i'm a phd student and incredibly serious about my intellectual life), scat and abdl stuff, beastiality, anything age-regression/ddlg-related (age gap is fine, taboo is hot), and a handful of things that trigger my anxiety disorder.
it's really nice meeting you all, seems like a fun place!
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That's hot. :)caramelmango wrote: ↑Tue May 13, 2025 8:59 am you guys are super nice, thanks for the warm welcome :)
in a nutshell, i find thinking about my death to be incredibly erotic. my biggest fantasy has surrounded making my suicide a live, sexual spectacle. i can go into tremendous detail about my background and interests, but i'll review the forum rules first.
secondarily, there's also a lot of aspects of dolcett i find very exciting, although my preference with that has always been thinking about amputating my legs and cooking them for evil wealthy guests myself - happy to have the rest of me eaten when i'm dead, but i wanna be around to experience it too.
my other kinks are numerous and, ranging from traditional bdsm, slightly more extreme forms of masochism, to things i'm frankly far too ashamed of to reveal anywhere but an anonymous forum, like raceplay and genuinely self-destructive desires.
my hard limits include misogyny irl or as a kink (i'm a phd student and incredibly serious about my intellectual life), scat and abdl stuff, beastiality, anything age-regression/ddlg-related (age gap is fine, taboo is hot), and a handful of things that trigger my anxiety disorder.
it's really nice meeting you all, seems like a fun place!
Calling all potential Bloodlings for some extreme forum fun: [Blood of Souls] - PM me for an invite code!
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Re: this is such an interesting place!
No worries.caramelmango wrote: ↑Tue May 13, 2025 8:32 am this is incredible, i had no idea that something like the tortured soul still exists! a direct successor too.
sorry I couldn't respond to your PM - this website won't allow me to until I have a more mature account, but I'd absolutely love to join. thank you so much for reaching out :)

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Welcome aboard, Caramelmango! Hope you enjoy your time here. Very much looking forward to hearing more about your background in this realm.
Hopefully we can roleplay some time!
Hopefully we can roleplay some time!
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Saw you made it over to Vex's 'Blood of Souls' website, Caramelmango !
Llike i said, if you ever want to find out about joining up with Deadly Desires, please let me know.

Llike i said, if you ever want to find out about joining up with Deadly Desires, please let me know.
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