UKSG's Black Widow actress!

[OOAgent]

I think the issue is the current models are current actresses with social media who are okay with fans finding them online(for the most part)

The Black Widow actress was from years ago. She doesn't do this stuff anymore so there's a far different social guideline for finding her. She may not even have social media or anything if she doesn't do any modeling or acting anymore.

[ArcRaven]

You know, I look at the forum almost every day but I just don't bother to log in. I haven't been feeling too great over the past several months, kind of dealing with depression in a bad way but when I found this thread while lurking around the other night, I don't know, I just felt like adding my own two-cents on the matter. Let me start off by saying that I don't know you personally hotstrangler but I'd like you to understand that it does sound like you're skirting the line between admiration and obsession, even if you don't realise that it sounds like it.

I'm a fan of the actress as well and wish for UKSG to come back into the public light one day. I also hoped that maybe she'd do another video or, that we'd get to see another one she already did on here in the classics library. The actress herself, is still making films and has done many other things in her career. The truth is, nobody but her and the people involved in her life (producers, directors, agencies ect.) would know if she's still doing these kind of productions specifically. Most actors, usually do it for the money and then move on to other things because it's a job but there are many other reasons why and actor would not do these kind of productions again. For one thing; it can be a disturbing thought to think that your audience fantasises about you being killed on camera. Yes, these are fantasy films but that's still a thought that isn't pleasant for someone to wake up to the morning. Especially if this isn't your day to day job. Second, everyone has a right to their privacy. If she wanted the public to get in contact with her about these productions, she would have put out information a long time ago for fans to do so. It's not to say that she doesn't have any social media accounts, but it would be safe to say that if it were not made public, there is a reason and you need to respect that.

I'll be candid here. I'm not really one to talk, I know that line real well and I have crossed it many times with someone who's close to me. The tipping point came in January and I ended up losing the bond between myself and the person I loved dearly. We haven't talked in seven months and now she no longer trusts me. I only realised what I was doing when it was too late and she stopped talking with me. I won't go into details about what happened, but I feel it's important to understand when you're going beyond the point of mere admiration for someone else. It isn't healthy to feel or think that way, especially in this case. The actress isn't someone you actually know and that can appear as if you're trying to stalk her. You might not feel or think that you are, but to her (and others here) it does sound like it. I just don't want you to go down that rabbit hole without knowing that there isn't a way back.

I will say that it is possible to find her name online. I stumbled onto her career by accident, watching a film from a director I like; (her name was in the credits.) the film itself was a good slice of life kind of story and I was impressed by her acting. Years ago I admired her, like you, but my feeling of wanting to see her stopped there. I was happy enough knowing there were other productions she was in. I do look back to those Black Widow videos and even write some custom scripts every now and again with those elements for the future but you need to appreciate what was there and move on. Sorry, I'm reading into your thoughts more than what I should here and maybe I'm just trying to vent out my own personal frustrations at the same time, but I am trying to help.