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For exposure to this community....hmmm...I know I came here through Dead Skirts, but I can't recall if I tried to join here before (maybe under a different name at the time) and couldn't get in or not. Maybe that was Dead Skirts itself?

My first was Vicki's Necrobabe Home Page. I'd been turned on by shooting fantasies for as long as I could remember, but had never met anyone else who shared them (and had learned very early on that it wasn't the sort of subject you broached casually). On a whim, the idea occurred to me that if there were other people into this sort of thing, they were probably online, so I did some searching and found Dmitri's page and Vicki's. Vicki's page especially was a revelation to me. Not only was there someone else who shared these fantasies, but it was a woman. I think on some level I'd always been conflicted about these fantasies (I imagine everyone here has been at some time) - I didn't think of myself as a misogynist or a person who would really do something against someone's will, but yet here I was fantasizing about shooting women. The fact that there was a woman out there fantasizing about being shot helped me accept that, okay, yes - this is a fantasy and it's fine - that I like to imagine shooting someone doesn't mean I'd really want to do it any more than her fantasies about being a victim would mean that she'd really want something like that to happen - this is just imagination. Finding her site really helped me make peace with the whole thing, and accept that I could just relax and have fun with it. That's one of the things I loved about the Necrobabes and Erotic Horror paysites as well - everybody was having fun with this - it wasn't creepy - just sexy play.

From Vicki's site, I discovered Sam's Place, the Necrobabes paysite, Peter's Erotic Horror site, Templar's illustrations and more. For me it still comes back, though, to that first 'holy-crap-I'm-not-alone' rush of finding Vicki's page. This would've been somewhere around '97 or '98.