My Obituary!
Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 9:22 pm
Well, no, I'm not dying, except in the context that as soon as we're born, we begin the dying process 
So, why the morbid topic, and on a death fantasy board too. Shame on you, Blue! 
Truth is that I was musing about what would happen if I crashed my car tomorrow, or walked off a bridge while texting Petra on my cell phone. Do any of you think about what your loved ones would think, if they found your stash of erotic death videos following your demise? How embarassing 
Well, I won't be around to be embarassed, but what is that going to do to my memory in the minds of my loved ones? Will my wife think that she was living with a latent serial killer? Will my kids think that dad suffered from a multiple personality disorder?
Well, I thought that perhaps I should write a letter and leave it with my Will in a sealed envelop marked "To be opened only upon my death"! What would it say? How could I explain after I'm gone what I couldn't explain to them during my lifetime. In fact, I can't really explain it to myself adequately.
I guess it would read something like this... "You may never have realized it, but I have always had a fascination with the death of beautiful, desirable women, because I could never get my head around the thought that someone would purposefully destroy another human being, especially a beautiful creature such as a desirable woman. I therefore searched the Internet for an explanation and found many forums that address this very issue, and even producers who film videos exploring these thoughts. You will find a collection of this material amongst my paperwork and computer files. Do not think badly of me when you come across this material. I was not a latent serial killer. I could never ever kill any human being, let alone ones who I admired for their beauty, such as the beautiful actresses in some of these videos, like Petra Morgan and Suzi Leigh. I was just fascinated with this topic, and ashamed and embarassed to discuss this strange fascination with you. I hope you understand and don't hate me for the fear of rejection that kept me from revealing these thoughts during my lifetime. Love, Blue."
What about others? Would you consider writing such a letter? What would your letter say? Do you think that such a letter would be a good thing, a bad thing, or completely unnecessary?
I am curious.
Blue
So, why the morbid topic, and on a death fantasy board too. Shame on you, Blue! Truth is that I was musing about what would happen if I crashed my car tomorrow, or walked off a bridge while texting Petra on my cell phone. Do any of you think about what your loved ones would think, if they found your stash of erotic death videos following your demise? How embarassing Well, I won't be around to be embarassed, but what is that going to do to my memory in the minds of my loved ones? Will my wife think that she was living with a latent serial killer? Will my kids think that dad suffered from a multiple personality disorder? Well, I thought that perhaps I should write a letter and leave it with my Will in a sealed envelop marked "To be opened only upon my death"! What would it say? How could I explain after I'm gone what I couldn't explain to them during my lifetime. In fact, I can't really explain it to myself adequately.
I guess it would read something like this... "You may never have realized it, but I have always had a fascination with the death of beautiful, desirable women, because I could never get my head around the thought that someone would purposefully destroy another human being, especially a beautiful creature such as a desirable woman. I therefore searched the Internet for an explanation and found many forums that address this very issue, and even producers who film videos exploring these thoughts. You will find a collection of this material amongst my paperwork and computer files. Do not think badly of me when you come across this material. I was not a latent serial killer. I could never ever kill any human being, let alone ones who I admired for their beauty, such as the beautiful actresses in some of these videos, like Petra Morgan and Suzi Leigh. I was just fascinated with this topic, and ashamed and embarassed to discuss this strange fascination with you. I hope you understand and don't hate me for the fear of rejection that kept me from revealing these thoughts during my lifetime. Love, Blue."
What about others? Would you consider writing such a letter? What would your letter say? Do you think that such a letter would be a good thing, a bad thing, or completely unnecessary?
I am curious.
Blue
