It's all really related to sexual desires, I.M.H.O. We are attracted to beautiful women like a bee to honey. We have our favourite, female types. Some are into big-breasted blondes, others smart, spectacled business women, still others the tough-as-nails bad girl. Our victims in these fantasies are those women we'd most want to get into the sack. Our fantasies differ, but they're all related to control. For me, strangulation is the most intimate type of fantasy death, and I often visualize killing the babe during intercourse, not that I will even film such a scene, in a graphic manner at least, but in my mind that is the ultimate kill scenario. I guess I came closest to putting this fantasy death on celluloid with the first episode of "Escort Wars" where I strangled Milena during simulated sex.
If I don't find the victim sexually arousing, I have neither sexual or necro fantasies about her. Yes, the forbidden fruit issue plays BIG in our fantasies. Probably a LOT of the male members here would love to be James Bond, shooting his way out of trouble, bedding sexy babes, and casually wasting the bad girl. That's fantasy, but we don't go around in real life trying to imitate those fantasies. We are not James Bond, and outside of the fantasy world, the vast majority of us would never hurt anyone... especially those who we are infatuated with.
Most of you know that Petra is my ultimate fantasy babe. In real life, she is a wonderful woman, and we have become close friends over the past few years that we've filmed together. There is no way that I would ever want to see her actually hurt, but her death scenes are so very, very erotic. If she was not acting, her actions would never be as sexy, since real death is a complete turn off, but in these fantasy films, she is the hottest woman who I've ever seen.
Here is a pic from the upcoming "Internet Crimes", which I absolutely enjoyed, even getting to fondle Petra's spectacular breasts in the process. I absolutely LOVE that girl!
Fantasy Death Only For Me!Blue
